Books!

Feb. 21st, 2020 01:13 pm
nrgburst: (sad caroline)
So I still have a headache from crying so much after reading the last 200 pages or so of Kristin Hannah's The Great Alone last night but it was worth it! I loved it. Such a vivid depiction of surviving off the grid and women's (lack of) rights in the 1970s. Also of living with a brain injury and PTSD with paranoia and domestic violence. So many books will just portray the latter as black and white, but Hannah does her best to illustrate why the woman keeps staying with her abuser, despite what logic seemingly dictates, the advice people keep giving her, and how guilty and ashamed she feels. Oddly, the most unrealistic thing was how it kept hop-skipping over winters when it was a book set mostly in Alaska, where it's winter 8 months of the year. And yet the plotty stuff always happened in summer! As a Canadian I'm just like LOL

Also finished Magic Dreams by Ilona Andrews, which I liked a lot better than its followup (Magic Steals) I read last month, even though both are in Dali's POV. This one was less cringey with the dwelling on self esteem issues- like I understand why Dali would feel inadequate but it's annoying being in her POV when she's wringing her hands about it mentally for the umpteenth time. I quite liked Jim and Dali in the KD novels, too.

Alanna the First Adventure: Song of the Lioness by Tamora Pierce was an easy, breezy read that I think I would have enjoyed more when I was younger. Everything just seemed too neat and convenient and suspend your disbelief already compared to the grittier fantasy I'm used to reading now. I'm guessing she ends up married to the prince by series end?

I also decided to try other urban fantasy authors because I've been enjoying Ilona Andrews' books so much, so I read Moon Called by Patricia Briggs. I quite liked Mercy Thompson, the protagonist, although the authorial voice seemed rather intrusive at times. Like people only use euphemisms instead of swearing and yet the violence is urban fantasy standard graphic and there's an odd insistence on the importance of church. I was willing to just go along with it until I started into the second book (Blood Bound) and there was a whole section devoted to how Awful and Devastating it was that her roommate had knocked up a girl while they were both in med school and she had just gone and gotten an abortion and "killed his baby" without asking him.

Um WTF. NO. I just returned the book to the library. Especially right on the heels of this commercial being banned from the Oscars for being "too graphic" when what they mean is "too realistic" about depicting how hard it is for women postpartum. Having babies isn't easy on women. It alters their bodies, sometimes permanently, even if they give up the baby for adoption. So no, they shouldn't just do their time as incubators if they've sinned and had sex because what about the man's rights?

FFS I haven't rage-quit a book since Matthew Stover's Revenge of the Sith.

nrgburst: (caroline loves you!)
 Waiting for [community profile] chocolateboxcomm  to open, and I found the most hilarious valentines on tumblr that I can't wait to show my kids! They are obsessed with Kimetsu no Yaiba right now (it's apparently huge in most schools in the area).

I watched P.S. I Still Love You right after it dropped and I have to say- I LOVE who they cast for John Ambrose McClaren. He is waaaay more charismatic than the way I imagined him when I read the book and a huge improvement over the kid in the end sequence scene in To All The Boys I've Loved Before. Some of the sequences were weird (lip syncing and the pixelly digital jellyfish) and I don't understand why they gave Lara Jean such huge and obvious falsies? Such a sweet YA romcom though. Loved the book and loved the movie and can't wait for the last! 

I've also been watching The Good Place and I've finished S1 and I adore it so far. It's so different from all the dark and violent plotlines I've been reading and watching and I think I just needed a motherforking break. I want to make icons for both this show and PS I still love you but that means I need a source that isn't Netflix itself. :(
nrgburst: (dats da tea)
Ugh, I just noped out of Who fears Death? by Nnedi Okorafor after enduring through the first seventy pages of rape and abuse and finally FGM. I'm sure some people find it empowering to give their protagonists magical powers triggered by horrific, graphic abuse. I don't. I really don't think there is a silver lining in it, ever. I get the trope of finding hidden, heretofore untapped inner strength in your darkest hour, and I like the trope in other contexts and executions. I get why it would be a fantasy to suddenly go Super Saiyan when dehumanizing things are being done, and that it would be empowering for some. It's really not for me though. I really wish there were AO3 style tags on books sometimes? Would have liked a warning.

Since my last book post I've been steadily getting through more Kate Daniels books and novellas (Gunmetal Magic, Magic Gifts, Magic Steals, Small Magics) and also Burn For Me by Ilona Andrews, which is the first of their Hidden Legacy series. Really liked the latter, although I'm grateful I read the ebook version, because here is the cover:


Did you think that was an urban fantasy novel? LOL Imagine me shoving that in the face of some hapless salaryman on a crowded Japanese train to work! There is definitely romance in it (the typical Ilona Andrews slow burn, so I'm guessing it won't come to a head until the third book, which is good, because I totally agree with Nevada: Rogan acts and sounds like a sociopath), but it isn't primarily a romance novel? The reason I love Ilona Andrews novels is that they are action packed mystery with a competent female protagonist. The worldbuilding detail and side of romance are just that- the icing, not the cake. Too bad the LI isn't sometimes a monstrous lion in this series, I guess. Maybe they changed publishers? I have no idea how they went from Kate Daniels covers to that. Like here's Gunmetal Magic, which is much more focused on resolving the Andrea/Raphael romance:


Like Raphael doesn't even rate being pictured as a hyena on the cover? Whaaat? I always choose books based on recs and not covers, but I think the differences between the two series (same genre and everything) is kinda extreme?

Anyway, the last book I want to talk about is The Fifth Season, by N.K. Jemesin, which was sooo good. I loved the non-linear-ness of it by the end, although I think it did make it confusing to get into at first, although her intro (which starts with the end of the world) was so super dramatic that you get into it wanting to know whyyyyy. I love the explanation of how magic works in their world. I love that I figured out the mystery of the protagonists before the end and I think it was brilliantly done. I already have the next book on my Libby and it is going to be hard to put it off until I get through the other ones that are due first. :DDD Highly recommend- I hear there's going to be a TV series made?

nrgburst: (dats da tea)
So I finished the first season and it was... okay? Like it didn't make me have all the fannish feels the way I thought I might. The characters were a bit flat and two dimensional. I was also disappointed by how Ming Na Wen only appeared for a single ep and I have so many questions about Mandalorian culture now. Dinner parties are totally not a thing, I guess? Food, culture and relationships are so intricately linked for me, personally, that I don't even get how it works if everybody always has to hare off to their rooms to eat in private. Also: doesn't the inside of that helmet get whiffy AF? Don't they miss knowing the scent of things and places? Having peripheral vision? And do you have to keep the helmet on even when you're getting intimate with somebody? It all just seems so terribly strict and impractical that I don't understand how so many Mandalorians managed to keep their helmets. I would have been a barefaced Mandalorian from like, day 2.

Anyway, it was good enough that I will watch S2, which apparently will be out in Oct 2020.

And I made icons because The Child was just begging for them. He's just so cute and memeable! GIF ones are sized for DW and won't work on LJ, but the stills will work on both. :) As always, let me know if you have any requests!








nrgburst: (justice is blind)
So I read another four Kate Daniels books (Magic Bleeds, Magic Mourns, Magic Slays, Magic Rises) by Ilona Andrews and This is How You Lose the Time War by Amal El-Mohtar and Max Gladstone over the past couple of weeks.

The latter is amazing. When I first glanced at it, I figured it would take me a day to finish- it's novella length; only 274 pages. But reading it was like drinking potent wine- I had to savour each letter and subsequent encounter, and every few pages just left me swirling inside with awe at the sheer poetry and inventiveness of every exchange. Imagine infinite worlds and timelines where Nature has won out in many and Technology entrenched in others and so their agents keep going back in time to try to sabotage the other side and tip the balance further their way. Red is the ultimate agent for Tech, Blue the top dog for Nature. And that bitter rivalry over the fate of threads of time turns into a dare, which twists into creative correspondence, which grows into love that seems doomed despite the deep seated longing and admiration. At one point Red carries three of Blue's letters behind her eyeball, aching to read them and yet terrified to do so and blow the whole thing for both women, and that double edged pain just hurt me so good. Lol 
I want a real copy even though the Kindle copy is a fraction of the price. So I am going to wait until March for the paperback version to become available, since prices should fall. Anyway, here is a post canon oneshot that El-Mohtar actually recommended on goodreads! I didn't know authors could do that legally!

I'm still really enjoying the Kate Daniels series- the non-stop fantasy action and mystery of each book is well-written and always thrilling! But I wanted to write about Kate's romance with Curran because while I think it's emotionally compelling, and I understand why they love each other despite all the buts, the latest twist for the Relationship Drama really left a bad taste in my mouth and makes it harder to ignore all the Red Flag signs the authors have been trying to explain away, often in retrospect. Like, he's just super controlling because of His Tragic Backstory/Role as Pack Alpha. He constantly uses threats and physical violence against romantic rivals because he's a Shapeshifter and it's Just Their Culture. He also broke into her place several times to watch her sleep and steal her food because it's Their Culture. I'm guessing there have been reader complaints about him displaying Classic Domestic Abuser signs, hence Spoilers for Magic Slays and Magic Rises ) Dislike. Dishonour on your cow. Can this stop being a trope in romance already?

Anyway, I thought I was making good progress into my pile of library books but it just keeps growing faster than I can get through them. I've put some holds on pause now- I was so used to having to wait forever between holds coming in but now I have the opposite problem!

Next up: The Fifth Season by N.K. Jemisin and Speak by Laurie Halse Anderson. Also Gunmetal Magic by Ilona Andrews, because I think it was the story in between Magic Slays and Magic Rises due to the continuity gap.


nrgburst: (Astrid writing)
Oookay so my google chrome decided to auto translate the post page into Japanese for no goddamn reason (my settings are all in English) and therefore my DW draft re-autosaved as totally empty (WTFdude). So I just lost my half finished book post *cries* but in a nutshell:

Gideon the Ninth by Tamsyn Muir: SO GOOD. Gideon is a gift. Also this fanart of Gideon is amazing. And this one of Harrow. Here is a post canon fic rec. Also I'm rather disappointed by the lack of lesbian romance as promised (also the space part wasn't really space-y?) but maybe I've been spoiled by fanfic, IDK. It felt like enemies to friends mostly, and I want to read Harrow the Ninth because nooooooo FIX IT ALREADY although I am worried I won't like the style of it, judging by the excerpt. (It's going to be in second person. Which is like, a choice that I'm sure was made for a reason but...) Anyway. It takes awhile to get going, but like, the last three hundred pages are non-stop murder mystery necromantic action.


Cinder by Melissa Meyers was a hideous disappointment. I had to force myself to finish it and I won't be reading anything else by her. Like, her style is very readable- a good mix of descriptive prose and dialogue and a delightfully creative, subversive premise (Asian mechanic cyborg Cinderella!). She had me in the first half. And then things were just bothering me too much to continue to suspend my disbelief as the plot got more and more ridiculous. Like WHY would humans just decide to void human rights for people with surgically implanted prosthesis? How is Slavery 2.0 just fine with everybody? Need an insulin pump? LOL sucks to be you 'cause now you are property and all your money and bodily autonomy are belong to meeee! Like, people suck but they don't suck THAT much. (One would hope. Like, this wasn't supposed to be dystopian fiction.) A more nuanced look at ableism would have been preferable and far more plausible, although judging by her treatment of "Asian" culture, I have serious doubts that would have been well executed. The Asian label was window dressing, not understanding, and just... offensive. Like no, Chinese and Japanese cultures are not interchangeable, and nobody should have to explain that nowadays. Your pidgin honorifics and Asian names aren't enough. Also I guess a coy pond must be one that bats its eyelashes. Like. WTFeven was the editor doing.

I think it was the reliance on tell-don't-show that bothered me most, though. Like fantasy works as a genre not because you explain the magic. It's because your audience still feels the humanity of your characters even if they are using fantastic abilities and have fuzzy toes and pointy ears. That shows in their actions and thoughts. So you can't insist that a character was really close to their family member if you don't Spoilers ) But it made the characters act in such bizarre ways just to get plot point done that it really threw me out of the book. Why does this have so many 5 star reviews. Why.


In utter contrast, Spinning Silver by Naomi Novik is such a masterful, gorgeous twist on Rumpelstiltskin that I think I reached nirvana while reading it and I am buying a paper copy so I can re-read it forever. Most of the POV characters are competent women in bad circumstances that are established before the magical entities even come in to prey. And not only are the Ice vs. Fire, Cold Logic vs. Warm Emotion themes gorgeously explored and depicted, the issues (misogyny, poverty, anti-semitism, sensory issues, abusive parent) are examined and fought against and beaten so thoughtfully while establishing the grounding of family relationships and friendships as sources of strength. Like I don't need fic because this book is actually perfect, but here is some fanart. HIGHLY HIGHLY HIGHLY RECOMMEND. 
nrgburst: (YESSSSS)
These were both amaaaazing, totally blowing away my expectations! (And my expectations were actually fairly high, because of how solid their predecessors had been!) Absolutely see Frozen II in theatre if you can! (Bring tissues- I cried at least twice! And stay for the after-credit scene!) I am tempted to go again- it was that good.

Spoilers for TDP S3 )
  •  

Waiting for the next season will be torture again, especially with the recent problematic news about the showrunner. :/



Slight spoilers for Frozen 2 )

GoT 8x04

May. 6th, 2019 05:46 pm
nrgburst: (daisy trepidation)
 Last night's ep was one I had such high hopes for and wow. It felt like watching the 2016 election live results coming in? But what about Dany's emails though )


nrgburst: (Default)
For another month or so, but just wanted to say: still alive but in a creative funk again, so I'm not making anything, and I haven't done for months, although I've been chipping at the last chapter of Discretion

Things I've loved but have not gushed about here and really should:

The Six of Crows duology by Leigh Bardugo. I tried her Shadow and Bone trilogy too, but Six of Crows was BY FAR better. NO MOURNERS NO FUNERALS

The Hate U Give by Angie Thomas. Pitch Perfect narrator voice. I'm buying my own copy once we get back to Canada.

Queer Eye is my happy place and I've gotten my whole family hooked. The Fab Five are ALL my fave. Can't wait for S3!

Lost In Space was also surprisingly good!  

A Quiet Place. OMG. I usually HATE horror films but this wasn't gratuitously gory to frighten and therefore I enjoyed it a lot. 

The Greatest Showman. Zendaya is such an amazing singer, I really wished there were more solos for her in it. Otherwise egads, what music! 

The Incredibles 2 was wonderful! Really want to see it again, because I was single parenting again, and therefore missed some of it to take kiddo to the toilet.

I actually liked Infinity War even though they killed one fave and the other didn't appear. She'll probably show up to save the day in part 2 but DAMMIT.


Other stuff I should talk about:

Haven't finished the last season of AoS yet, but I will at some point! It was just too hard to juggle that and all the Japanese school volunteering I had to do on Friday nights/Saturdays, so I got out of the groove and storylines. The Originals is back too, and I stopped watching for a couple weeks when I realized they were offscreening Hayley to kill her. Caught up when they brought Kol back and then UGH THEY KILLED JOSH. I am only watching for Kolvina at this point, LBR, so the next ep has me, but interest is definitely waning. :( 

How is everybody? Anything big I missed? 



Blargh

Feb. 1st, 2018 08:09 pm
nrgburst: (alison effed it)
I've been meaning to write a reaction post to Grey's Anatomy 14x10 Personal Jesus because it was just SUCH an amazing ep and I hope it gets an Emmy nod because all three major storylines were relevant and wrenching and so well done- Sarah Drew knocked it out of the park! Here is an article on it. My very minor quibble is that the ep should have been named Losing my Religion. LOL I've been playing the song that played over the final voiceover on repeat because it is also FANTASTIC. 


Small personal note: I'm going to be switching with my sister as caregiver for my other sister (and her kiddo) this weekend, but it might mean I actually have more time to write again! I'm getting nervous about finishing my Chocolate Box assignment on time, but I REFUSE to default over 500 words! *determined*

nrgburst: (daisy trepidation)
It didn't make me go !!! quite the same way as the other eps had, probably because I was still jetlagged and half asleep while I watched? Things I loved though:

I stopped believing a long time ago. )
Also a fic rec!

Thor: Ragnarok dropped on torrent on the weekend, so that always perks up fandom a bit! [archiveofourown.org profile] SugarFey has written a few Thor/Brunnhilde|Valkyrie fics, but I LOVE her newest one, and how honest a depiction it is of Valkyrie's PTSD.

It Comes And Goes In Waves, Thor/Valkyrie, M, 3015 words



Also reeling from the news about Ursula Le Guin. :((( Found out while at the pool for my kids' swimming lessons and man. 

nrgburst: (justice is blind)
Jetlagged but getting this down quickly:

Valerian and the City of a Thousand Planets
- pretty CGI but terrible, plot and character-wise, excepting Rihanna's short (but amazing) performance.

Atomic Blonde- Decent action/spy movie with great period music and background. Charlize Theron's parade of outfits are TDF and her fight sequences are jaw-droppingly brutal. Sadly the Plot Twist!!! thing just got old by the third time around and of course they killed off the lesbian character who inexplicably didn't leave even when given intel that she was going to get killed, like WTF.. 

Kingsman: The Golden Circle- So terrible I stopped watching partway through despite the promise of Pedro Pascal. Why are we still killing off female characters so less competent male characters can shine in 2018? RME

Wonder Woman: I watched this again, but I still didn't fall in love with it the way most of my f-list did this summer. IDK- the whole "Love Is The Answer" thing didn't work for me, although the emotional journeys of the characters were great. 

Fast & Furious: Of course they killed off (and mostly ignored) the badass female characters but still a fun ride. Gal Gadot apparently did all her own stunts. I then watched twenty minutes of 2 Fast 2 Furious which was laughably low budget for a sequel? And realized I started on this franchise in the middle, whoops. How confusingly did they name these? So I skipped to

Fast Five: Yeaahhhh totally shipping Han/Gisele! :DDD An Asian man that's allowed to be attractive to women in a Western film, whaaaat?! Plus Dwayne Johnson vs. Vin Diesel was exactly the kind of Meeting of OTT Machismo that works for me. I plan to watch the sequels.



nrgburst: (Astrid writing)
I've been reading a lot more now that I live in a place with an English library, and I've been meaning to post about Artemis for awhile, because I actually devoured it in a day. I feel bad that I didn't review it earlier because I've returned it and therefore can't accurately quote clever lines, boo.

Anyway, bottom line is: I liked it, especially the signature nitpicky scientific details and how Weir chose to make his main character a Saudi woman who defies convention. It didn't have as much heart as The Martian, although it was suspenseful, had the usual amazing space worldbuilding and would be worth a re-read, IMO. Unfortunately, it's getting a lot of negative reviews that I think are not deserved?

Read more... )

nrgburst: (deke popcorn)
Late with my review again- my excuse is Star Wars, hehe. So this will just be bullet points of my !!! moments:

Life is full of regrets )


nrgburst: (Rey suspicious)
I thought it was a great film, with echoes of Empire Strikes Back SPOILERS )
nrgburst: (fitzsimmons)
Looks like AoS will continue to hit it out of the park! At least half the ep was Jemma or Daisy-centric, which YAY. Thor: Ragnarok parallels continue to abound so I had to make this GIFsetCut for spoilery details )

What did you all think? I am also in desperate need of other AoS icons, so I'll probably be making some from S4 today. If you have requests, let me know!



Profile

nrgburst: (Default)
nrgburst

2025

S M T W T F S

Syndicate

RSS Atom

Most Popular Tags

Style Credit

Expand Cut Tags

No cut tags
Page generated Jun. 30th, 2025 10:38 am
Powered by Dreamwidth Studios