Full Tilt

Nov. 12th, 2022 06:55 am
nrgburst: (B2 Euro trip)

Surprise bitch fic! LOL So it only took me a year, but seeing as how I couldn't even look at screens for weeks there, I think I did ok. LOL
Lookee this art too guys! πŸ₯°
[personal profile] eller if you read this, I am happy to fix any egregious chess errors - I did my best. πŸ˜…






Full Tilt (16000~ words) by NRGburst
Chapters: 2/2 of Playing the Rush
Fandom: The Queen's Gambit (TV)The Queen's Gambit - Walter Tevis
Rating: Explicit
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Relationships: Beth Harmon/Benny Watts
Characters: Benny Watts, Beth Harmon, Jolene (The Queen's Gambit)
Additional Tags: Alternate Universe - Canon Divergence, Rating May Change, Implied/Referenced Drug Use, Mutual Pining, Poker Lingo, Actual Chess game
Summary:

adj: a player’s state of impaired judgment due to emotional agitation

TQG x Rounders: Benny gambles his way to Moscow AU Part 2

Cover art by mniiv/MN_art
nrgburst: (Arya Water)
Snowflake Challenge promotional banner with image of a hollow ice ball sitting on ice crystals on a dark blue background. Text: Snowflake Challenge January 1-31.

Challenge #3

In your own space, put some favorite characters into an AU, fuse some favorite canons together, talk about your favorite AU/fusion tropes, or tell us why AU/fusions aren’t your cup of tea.


I've written a few canon AUs and a couple of fusion/crossovers, and I like reading them as well. Sometimes it's just therapeutic giving the finger to canon and running with a wild idea like hey, WHAT IF NOBODY NEEDLESSLY DIES THIS TIME. πŸ™ŒπŸ˜‰Or transplanting your favorite characters into modern circumstances just to see the same fun dynamic and clever little canon references surface, because they're still them and they'd spark off each other the same way in any universe! (I am big on Soulmates AUs, as you can probably tell.)

My absolute favorite AU author is [archiveofourown.org profile] scrubclub who has done Gendrya (Game of Thrones) AUs a bunch of inventively different ways and all of them are a delight! Her best (IMO) is the enemies to lovers HP AU which I have recced a billion times because the wonderful details drawn from both canons are what make it really special. The story breathes with such authenticity and unapologetic fun like beater bat puns. Her other stories are great for the same reason - the Superheroes AU oneshot gets their superpowers (and the banter) just right, and her Modern/Political Westeros AU also works in that Game of Thrones style House maneuvering and background while they deal with tabloids and evidence obtained via cell phone instead of "little birds." 

My current OTP is Beth/Benny from TQG and I'm actually writing a canon AU where Benny gambles his way to Moscow now! But for this challenge, here are some other B^2 brainstorm ideas:

1. Harry Potter AU where Beth Harmon, the new year 5 Ravenclaw prefect would just love to wipe that superior smirk off of Benny Watts’ face, the insufferable year 7 Slytherin prefect. She'll do anything to finally lead Ravenclaw to victory for the House Cup as well as crush him at wizard's chess, because they also have a long standing rivalry there ever since he decimated her only set when she was only a first year. Also, his perfect blond hair is just unfair

2. A Hunger Games AU where Benny is the cynical, alcoholic District 3 mentor and Beth the brand new tribute who is brilliant, stubborn and impulsive and absolutely determined to win to get back home to her mother Alma, a single parent. Benny struggles to groom her into a tribute sponsors will love instead of loathe, although he can't help but wish that she had a chance of winning instead of dying like all the others because she reminds him uncannily of himself. 

3. Nobody has written a shared scars Soulmates AU for them yet, so let me just PUT THAT ENERGY OUT INTO THE UNIVERSE TOO! 😁😁😁
nrgburst: (B^2)
Obviously my main fandom this year was The Queen's Gambit! β™ŸοΈI posted 10 fics and 1 meta on AO3 this year, and 6 fics (and the meta) were TQG. 32 out of 40 edits/GIFsets posted to my tumblr: also TQG. Ted Lasso and MCU squeaked in there too, and the TL stuff shows up in the top 5 of my tumblr year in review post because Big Active Fandom but it's pretty obvious where my fannish heart lived in 2021, I think! πŸ˜…

Fanworks:

The Queen's Gambit:
An Exchange of Kings (23333 words)
Skittles (4889 words)
Coda (1600 words)
the touch placebo (1372 words)
Playing the Rush (7464 words)
Joy and Harmonny for the Season (5008 words)

Snowflake Day 10: Again (1805 words)

MCU:
Vested Interest (2090 words)
Truth (556 words)

Howl's Moving Castle:
In which a new bargain is struck (and a dream comes true) (1333 words)

This is How You Lose The Time War:
The indelible stain of you within me (547 words)

AO3 Stats:


So I posted about half the words from the previous year, but TBH I think my stats in 2020 were inflated because I was unemployed and had so much more time on my hands to make stuff. πŸ˜…


Meme via [personal profile] china_shop : (or as my daughter would say, "Mehmeh") πŸ˜‚
Cutting because this thing is THOROUGH )

Media posts:
January February March April May June July August Sept/Oct Nov/Dec

Only read 50 books this year, which is half of last year's total, but pretty average when I look back further. And I forgot to mention a couple of things like Miraculous Ladybug S4 and the specials, and Yuri!!! on Ice, but whew! That's a wrap on 2021! 


nrgburst: (benny smirk)
Wishing you all a wonderful New Year! πŸ₯³πŸ™Œ This will be another many updates at once post because so much has happened but I've been too busy to sit and compose a post!

First! Thank you to [personal profile] spikedluv for more DW points via [community profile] holiday_wishes ! So much appreciated!!! πŸ₯°

Second cool thing: I've won a few Discord Nitro giveaways ever since I started entering lots of them? Law of averages, so I've been cruising along with Nitro Classic (which is basically just Extra Emoji Powah - it's the discount version of Nitro) and I have a few months of classic credit stored up now. Then a couple days ago I basically won the jackpot: one year of Nitro Boost! πŸ™ŒπŸ₯³This is the fully souped up version of Nitro that costs $100! So I can boost the little B2 server again, which is awesome! (It means all members on the server can use more of our custom emoji and stickers and our icon can be a GIF one, plus a few more perks.)

Third: I spotted a new gift on AO3 and went rummaging through the tags at [community profile] fandomtrees and ooooh! Can't wait!

And finally, the person translating my fics into Vietnamese has finished An Exchange of Kings now and the link is here!


In not so cool things: tumblr is basically totally non-functional for creators right now. 😭 It's probably them trying to fix their banned tags issue, but now any tagged post doesn't show. πŸ€¨ So I'm not making any more GIFsets until they figure out WTF they're doing. Really sad that I might have to redo the tags on all the sets I've posted - that is at least a hundred sets.😭 I have two more weeks of work, so maybe after that?


November/December media

TV shows: So much quality content! I have been very happy with the TV offerings lately. I think I'll be trying Wheel of Time next, since the people in the Gendrya server are talking about it. (I read the books ages ago, so I don't think I'll be offended by the "narrative diversions" that husbands everywhere are complaining about!πŸ˜‚) 

Squid Game- I totally get all the hype over this series - it was sooo good! I started it one night, just to see why everybody was talking about it and flooding my dash with people in tracksuits. Watched two episodes, and then binged the rest the next day! It is very intense though - I can see why people just can't take the strain of it, and the seemingly cynically violent narrative. This show breaks your heart on purpose? I do like what it says about capitalism and human nature in the end though. I have caps for icons, so I will be working on those sometime!

explained S3- There was a chess ep and one on dogs! Awesome season!

The Mind explained- The last ep on brainwashing was uncomfortably relevant. πŸ˜– Radicalization in small groups: it can happen to you! I want to watch the one on personality again - the different traits are really interesting! 

Lost in Space S3- I can't believe it's over! And I liked where the characters ended up, mostly, although I am sad it wasn't a little bit shippier for the pairings I was rooting for. πŸ₯Ί 

Arcane- OMG this show blew me away! I think I actually like the love triangle on this show because it's such a fresh take on the trope and sooo heartbreaking?! Plus what a corruption arc! And the character designs and artwork and music were all just stunning together! Definitely going to re-watch just to be wowed all over again. 

Hawkeye- I did not expect this show to make me ugly sob because I'm going to be honest: I went into this not giving a damn about Clint. My fave was Natasha and I have been bitter for literally YEARS. This show had everything though - humourous banter, great character arcs/plot, awesome action sequences and emotional catharsis like whoa. 😭😭😭 So well done, and it totally blew away my expectations. Plus the holiday setting was perfect - my kiddo and I watched it all over Christmas and it felt so sublime! 

The Witcher S2- I liked it for the most part although Jaskier should have had more songs! Having Ciri a lot more central at last was great, and I also like the time spent with more of the minor characters like Fringilla, whose choices and struggles I find a lot more relatable than say, Geralt's? Although I don't like what they did with Yennefer since it was so contradictory and also not in the books?! 🀨(Yes, I am the annoyed husband here: what was that?!)


Movies: Only watched a couple. I'm hoping to see No Way Home in theatre soon though! It comes out here on the 7th!

Shang-chi and the Legend of the Ten Rings- This was such a fun romp and I kind of ship Katy/Shang-chi now. I loved how they were so solidly each other's person. 

Don't Look Up- I found this so depressingly realistic that I had to stop watching in the middle for a day. Like maybe it's satire but it felt terribly plausible.  


Books:

   Scythe, Thunderhead and The Toll by Neal Shusterman

In an overpopulated world where an ubiquitous, omnipresent AI has solved all mundane human problems like death and disease, there have to be those who must reduce the population instead. This was such a neat dystopian concept and I think the first book in this series was definitely the strongest, although all of them have several gut punch twists. The weakest part of the series was the romance - I just didn't feel it between the two main (young) protagonists. (Maybe I am over YA romance? IDK.) The third book is strangely structured too, because one of the minor characters from the second book gets a leading role for most of the first third of it - it's a jarring change when you're so used to his chapters being the occasional interlude instead of the main focus! I have a bunch of fic bookmarked for this, but for the mentor scythes, who had the most tragically separated for eternity soulmates story ever. It still makes my heart break a bit to reflect on it. πŸ₯Ί

 A Psalm of Storms and Silence by Roseanne A. Brown

Ooooh this was such a good finish to this duology! I feel like anything I say will be spoilers for the first book, but the great worldbuilding continues out into the world around the city in the first, with a wonderfully diverse range of characters, and some realistically motivated characters? Like at first it seems like the author is playing to a romantic trope, but noooope, character was motivated by something deeper! πŸ˜…
A great YA fantasy read - I'm reccing this series to my kiddo for sure.


Finally, here's my last fic of the year for [community profile] newyearcntdown 

Title: Cold Hands (Cold Feet) (Joy and Harmonny for the Season Chp 3)
Fandom: The Queen's Gambit (TV)
Characters/Pairing: Beth Harmon/Benny Watts, Jolene DeWitt & Benny Watts, Benny Watts & D.L. Townes
Word Count/Rating: 2424 words, T
Summary: Counterpart to the previous chapter: Whatever did Benny get Beth for Christmas?
Link to AO3 here

This was expanding on the backstory of the last chapter of Exchange too - I wasn't planning to write that in when I first saw the prompt, but the more I thought about that other meaning of Cold Feet, the more I wanted to add it. I was originally going to write eight stories for this community and only finished three, but I am keeping the option open to post a couple more on AO3 even though the community on DW won't be open for cross-posting!

nrgburst: (beth white queen)
Joy and Harmonny for the Season (2567 words) by NRGburst
Chapters: 2/?
Fandom: The Queen's Gambit (TV)
Rating: Teen And Up Audiences
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Relationships: Beth Harmon/Benny Watts, Beth Harmon & Jolene
Characters: Beth Harmon, Benny Watts, Jolene (The Queen's Gambit)
Additional Tags: Fluff, holiday fic, Biblical Scripture References (Abrahamic Religions), Post-Canon
Summary:

B^2 over the holidays. Prompt fics for newyearcntdown.

A little more Beth vs Benny in this one-shot! hehehehe Prompts for fic 2 were Hiding and Snooping for Gifts. There are some Bible verse references in this, and some canon/character compliant negativity towards Christian religion, but no offense is intended. 
nrgburst: (Beck YES)
It never rains but it pours and I'm really loving this, universe; keep it coming! πŸ˜πŸ™Œ

The [community profile] holiday_wishes comm is just amazing - I've gotten some points towards my account here from two people now, and I didn't even get to thank them because DW doesn't send you a link when they do that! So thank you very much, kind elves! πŸ™‡β€β™€οΈ

And I won another nitro giveaway a couple of days ago! So I will have Sweet Emoji Powah for another month after this one expires! *dancing* I can't believe I won - I'm only in that server because they have cute emoji, so it was a totally unexpected windfall! πŸ˜…

The lovely person fantranslating my B^2 fics into Vietnamese contacted me yesterday and said they had put up chap 1 of An Exchange of Kings (Openings and Tactics). Link is here! I really wish I could understand the nuance of the language - I am dying to understand how they translated the title, since it's actually an impossible concept in chess (but I wanted that metaphor of them both resigning at once and then playing out a new, unfamiliar kind of game instead).

Finally, this morning I got a notification that somebody had gifted me a Tedbecca fic as a prize for participating in a comment-a-thon last month! I started late and only got out 7 comments, so I didn't expect anything, actually, I just wanted to contribute to the fun! πŸ˜… But one author whose fics I love still wrote me (and two others) a story with that kind of perfectly pitched angst of getting what you desperately want and knowing it might get snatched away at any second. πŸ₯ΊπŸ₯ΊπŸ₯Ί It hurt so good and feels so hopeful in the end and Ted is such a beautiful person in it and I love it to bits. πŸ₯°πŸ₯°πŸ₯°

A prelude (1239 words) by greyathena
Chapters: 1/1
Fandom: Ted Lasso (TV)
Rating: General Audiences
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Relationships: Ted Lasso/Rebecca Welton
Characters: Ted Lasso, Rebecca Welton
Additional Tags: Pregnancy, discussion of things that can go wrong, and options, But ultimately fluff, snip of a larger fic
Summary: Rebecca shares some news.

Anyway, I hope you guys are all doing well! Work is craaaaazy for the next two weeks for me and I've committed to 8 things (probably mostly B^2 holiday fics, although one prompt is dying for a Tedbecca set) for [community profile] newyearcntdown. First fic is here for the prompt Snuggle (Huddle for Warmth):


Joy and Harmonny for the Season (750 words) by NRGburst
Chapters: 1/?
Fandom: The Queen's Gambit (TV)
Rating: General Audiences
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Relationships: Beth Harmon/Benny Watts
Characters: Beth Harmon, Benny Watts
Additional Tags: Fluff, holiday fic
Summary: B^2 over the holidays. Prompt fics for newyearcntdown.


Sooooo I will probably be late posting my November media (SQUID GAME and Arc of a Scythe squeeeing, basically) and Squid Game icons that I had planned but once the 16th hits I shall be basically on winter break so 😁😁😁 y'all have been warned.
nrgburst: beard mouthing Oh My God (beard omg)
Some really awesome stuff has happened all in the past few days and I just want to put up a post going squeeeeeeee πŸ₯³

First: I won a contest for Discord Nitro a couple of days after my gift nitro ran out! So I am back to being able to use fun emoji! Yayyyy

Second: [personal profile] kingstoken  made me this banner for Love is a Wild Thing after seeing my [community profile] holiday_wishes  list and it's so perfect! I couldn't have chosen a better motif to represent the fic and I am just 😍πŸ₯ΊπŸ˜­




I have been bookmarking wishlists that I think I can fill an item on but I think I've overbooked myself for the first three weeks of December so any post office trips etc. will be after the 23rd! If you have a list, feel free to drop the link in the comments if you don't mind an elf being a little late! 😁 I tend to send Japanese-y goodies out, although I also R&R fics and make icons if we have shared fandoms!

Third: Check and Mate is now available in Vietnamese! Link to the translation is here and they plan to also do An Exchange of Kings! This is the first time I've had somebody translate my fanwork - they contacted me off ffnet out of the blue. I'd had no idea people were even still reading it! πŸ˜…

Now just to get all the stuff I'd promised to get done done! Whew! I can already feel the Holiday rush of post office trips and 忘年会 (lit. Forget The Year Party - sometimes I love Japanese lol) and I love the whirl of good spirits in this season so much! I feel like people here feel hopeful about meeting again too? Our vaccination rate has now surpassed Canada's despite being 6 months late to the game and COVID infections are down to 6-11 people a day even in super populous prefectures. I know Omicron is now looming, but just give us a month to see our friends again, please?

nrgburst: (beth sadface)
Warning for TQG rant. I am just writing this up here so I can just link the essay the next time somebody claims that "Benny begged Beth to come back to New York multiple times." This is usually cited as evidence that Beth was cruelly tossing out his heart, and therefore mostly to blame for their split. 

I disagree with this idea on so many levels, but let's start with the oft-cited evidence.

Cut for pedantic detail )
nrgburst: (beth claws)
So TQG fandom is now a year old (yay!) and is still hanging in there, which I think is pretty good for a "one hit wonder" kind of canon? Like it's not getting a season 2; there are no spin-offs etc., so the fact that it's still going is pretty remarkable, IMO. But I think it's definitely shrinking, and it has been pretty much since the beginning - it basically hit its zenith of fandom content production and engagement in its first couple of months, and since I've been writing/GIFfing for the fandom since almost the beginning, I can actually track the dramatic fall in kudos/comments and likes/reblogs of GIFsets with actual numbers. And I think attrition like this is totally normal and a well-established cross-fandom pattern? Most people get interested in new things and move on to other fandoms (I think the Hot Fandom Property is Squid Game RN), and a few people will enter the fandom late, like a revolving door where the trend is usually more out than in over time. But I also know fandoms that are still chugging along strong despite their canons ending years ago, and I think the key to retaining people is robust positive feedback for content creators. And I think that's lagging in TQG fandom, and I worry that it's actually because of the discord server I helped make in the first place.😬

So I noticed this weird thing when I posted the last chapter of An Exchange of Kings: unlike literally every other longfic I have ever written, there were fewer comments on the last chapter than the penultimate one. Even people who had been commenting all along did not check in with their opinion about the ending - they just clicked the link to the server in the final A/N and started chatting in the server instead. Which. Ow. I should have expected that but didn't.πŸ₯² They wanted the instant feedback of conversation (and maybe a GIF battle in general or to talk in all channels at once - it was INSANE, like 100+ unread messages in all channels. As one of two mods at the time, I wanted to cry at how impossible that job had instantly become and how I'd done it to myself! πŸ˜…) But it's a pattern of engagement that has seemed to continue even for authors/fanartists that don't do this? 

The pattern is: person posts link to fic/art on server, people on the server look at linked thing then CLICK BACK OUT and emoji react to/maybe reply to the poster ON THE SERVER. They rarely leave anything other than a like or kudos on the actual creator's work, even the original poster.

What's interesting is, I've noticed this isn't true for other fandoms that I'm also in servers for? There is a robust comment culture in Ted Lasso, Miraculous Ladybug, Lucifer, MCU and Gendrya (GoT) fandoms, for example (yes, even now, more than two years after that ending!) and the communities thrive, and a great deal more content is constantly produced. This makes total sense to me: when you post fic/art, getting positive feedback on it helps you feel seen; talking to people about your creation/the canon is rewarding. So you are more inclined to stick around and create more for these people giving you the feedback. And most creators (especially fan artists) are not on the server, and even for those who are, I can say that from personal experience, a server comment isn’t the same as one on your actual fic/set/etc.? It's very "words are wind" and completely gone in a couple of days, because the conversation obviously moves on. 

So what's the difference in how these fandom cultures grew, and more importantly: is it possible to change a fandom culture like this? Do any of you have experience reviving a fandom/encouraging engagement? Obviously, the server still helps us make some content: just see the fic I posted last month off somebody else's prompt. But I think we need to change or we're going to end up in dead fandom territory soon, especially since we've had (Dramatically) shrinking numbers of people on the server, too.πŸ˜“ I've been trying to Be the Change, but I just don't think one or two people commenting is enough, and TBH, it feels like a Sisyphean task, like bailing out a sinking ship with cupped hands. So how, oh how do we get us a bucket already?  

Any thoughts, oh f-list? I think a lot of you have been in fandom longer than me, and I would welcome any suggestions. I've been thinking of hosting a giveaway on the server with "entries" being comments on fic/art. Is that weird? Does it feel transactional? Or would you be excited about something like that? Also, do you think it would help form the habit of leaving feedback for authors/artists, or at least entice you to try facing the anxiety/intimidation if you'd never done it before? I'm basing this off how I give extrinsic rewards to students to achieve more at say, an extensive reading program - eventually they do it to kind of compete with themselves/each other rather than needing the candy, but they sure do like the Haribo at first! πŸ˜…

ToT Letter

Sep. 19th, 2021 01:22 am
nrgburst: (beth shake)
Thank you for whatever you make for me! I lean more towards wanting sweet, heartwarming or sexy treats, but if you have something that gives wonderfully angsty pangs based on the pairings below, go for it! Angst with a happy ending is my #1 favorite thing and I love it when it hurts so good. πŸ₯°

Art: Anything shippy is going to be awesome and make me squee! Hugs, leaning on shoulders, brushing hair - anything where they are showing affection and/or attraction, please! Reinterpretations of scenes from canon are a fave too!

Some general DNWs:

Graphic gore, Scat/Watersports, A/B/O, Mpreg, Cheating on a partner, High School AUs, misogyny, major character death, non-con sex, character bashing or humiliation, incest (unless it's already established in canon), non-requested pairings, hurt without comfort, unrequested pairings, owner/slave, teacher/student or employer/employee dynamics. No oral sex where one partner is choking/gagging either, please. 

Things I love:
canon-AU, 5+1 and missing scene type fics, worldbuilding details, female characters acting with agency and awareness, badass couples being badass together. I love action, angst with a happy ending, fluff and soulmate AUs, fairy tale/literary/mythology references/AUs, epistolary formats. More loves: humour, witty banter, pining, family bonding, everybody lives!, respecting boundaries, sexytimes, feminist themes, competency, respectful relationships.

Canon specific prompts:

Ted Lasso, TQG, GoT, MCU ) too!
nrgburst: (baby groot press 1)
So the kids are back at school, and my classes haven't started yet, which gives me a bit of a breather for a couple of weeks. It's just such a relief to have the house to myself again in the mornings? πŸ˜… Even doing chores is nice. One neat thing: the kids came back from school with Chromebooks just in case the current State of Emergency turns back into full on lockdown. Aren't we all glad we are hosting the Olympics and COVID is now raging through our mostly unvaccinated population? πŸ™„ 

I just went through my f-list and did a little housecleaning - I'm guessing if you haven't posted in more than a year (or you know, ever) you probably don't even remember your password to your DW/LJ, nonetheless care that I revoked access to my locked entries, but if this assumption was all wrong, please let me know! 

Fall love meme going on here! Here's my thread. πŸ’œ

Also got a Keeley/Rebecca fic in my [community profile] fandomgiftbox that I didn't get a notification for but was somehow revealed anyway? It's sweet and sexy and deliciously in character: go read it! (T, 1106 words, no warnings)

Finally, I made a GIFset to celebrate Moses Ingram's Emmy Nomination (Best Supporting Actress in a Limited or Anthology Series) for The Queen's Gambit. Not sure I have the spoons to do TBS and ATJ too, although they also received first time Emmy nominations as well! (I also want to do the Ted Lasso cast but sooooo many of them got nominated that I've given up on that preemptively! πŸ˜…)  I actually had to replace my laptop because I borked the old one (blue screen of deeeeaaath) trying to update the drivers. 😭 Silver lining: PS now runs like a dream because I got an i5 instead of my usual Celeron but having to screencap stuff all over again really bites. Fingers crossed the old drive is recoverable, since the tech guy sounded pretty positive I could fix it myself, but I'm still too chicken shit to try. 😬
nrgburst: (Astrid writing)
Dear creator,

Thank you for whatever you make for me! Just love all the characters below and I cannot wait to see what you come up with, whether it's fic or art! πŸ˜„

Some general DNWs:
Graphic gore, Watersports/scat, A/B/O, mpreg, cheating on a partner, high school AUs, misogyny, major character death, non-con sex, character bashing, incest (unless it's already canon like Jon/Dany and Jaime/Cersei), hurt without comfort, unrequested pairings, owner/slave, teacher/student or employer/employee dynamics.

Things I love:
canon-AU, 5+1 and missing scene type fics, worldbuilding details, female characters acting with agency and awareness, badass couples being badass together, action, angst with a happy ending, soulmate AUs, fairy tale/literary/mythology references/AUs. More loves: fluff, humour, witty banter, pining, family bonding, everybody lives!, respecting boundaries, sexytimes, feminist themes, competency, respectful relationships.



Fandom specific prompts )

Sign ups!

Jun. 4th, 2021 08:24 am
nrgburst: (taylor apple bite)
Just a PSA that [community profile] fandomgiftbox  is in the sign up phase and that [community profile] everywoman  exchange is at the nominations stage right now! Yes, I am side-eyeing myself for signing up for them when I'm currently swamped but it's only some GIF making and 500 words in order to get rarepair WLW fic/art! :D And I'm going to get used to this pace of daily life anytime now, right? :DDD 

ETA: Whoops I totally forgot to post that I wrote fic earlier this week too. πŸ˜… I haven't written a 5+1 for years and this one just came pouring out outta nowhere. Like I was inspired by a couple of songs from 2019 (Stroke and Godless by Banks) and a GIFset I made 4 months ago, wtfeven is going on in my fevered brain.πŸ˜…


the touch placebo (1374 words) by NRGburst
Chapters: 1/1
Fandom: The Queen's Gambit (TV)
Rating: Explicit
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Relationships: Beth Harmon/Benny Watts
Characters: Beth Harmon, Benny Watts
Additional Tags: 5+1 Things, Canon Compliant, beth-centric, Rivals to Lovers, this isn't even that smutty but it's descriptive enough that i'm rating E for safety, Angst
Summary:

Five times Benny touches Beth (and one time she touches him back)



nrgburst: (NK COME AT ME)
So I spent the weekend backing up fics and reviews that are on ffnet to AO3, since signs are pointing to ffnet circling the drain. Another one bites the dust, but I'm not terribly sad about it since AO3 is superior in most ways anyway, and I've only been putting up fic on ffnet as an afterthought. Still, it made me rather nostalgic. I had completely forgotten how I'd had a phase where I wrote a new, spite driven Forwood fic after every new ep of TVD, and re-reading all those old reviews made me think of the Genesis awards forum. <3

Also I noticed the stats on one of my series while I was clicking in and out, and if one more person bookmarks it is going to be SUBLIME. :DDDD 



I really want to write a new Skittles chapter that is exactly 3030 words to make it all 3s, but I don't know if I have it in me! LOL Besides, this author has already won at AO3 word/chapter count number manipulation, LBR. I find it extra delightful that it is Lucifer fic! Link here I've only read the first chap of the first fic, but so far it's good!



Also: made a couple new TQG sets recently. This Chess Players/moving pieces set was another fun challenge. I had to learn to make pale GIFs because I wanted it to look chessboard-y, and I think the final effect is pretty nice, although Tumblr isn't playing nice with the timing and refuses to sync the GIFs which are actually all the same frame order and length! Grrrr. Anyway, it was neat to look at the different way the actors learned to move the pieces, and I love the elegant way Beth captures pieces the best, although I found capping Benny violently taking pieces the most amusing. Like he would hit the piece with his, and then use the dead piece to punch the clock after, and apparently TBS modeled it off how Bobby Fischer played.

I also tried that trendy vibrant painted background GIF effect on the first GIF of this B2 set. Will have to attempt it again in a scene with less movement, but I think it's a decent first effort!


nrgburst: Beth giving Alma comfort (Balma)



For Mother’s Day and 
[personal profile] humiliatedrook

Coda (1392 words) by NRGburst
Chapters: 1/1
Fandom: The Queen's Gambit (TV)
Rating: Teen And Up Audiences
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Relationships: Alma Wheatley/Manuel, Beth Harmon & Alma Wheatley
Characters: Alma Wheatley, Beth Harmon
Additional Tags: implied canonical character death, Alma-centric
Summary:

It's better to have a short life that is full of what you like doing, than a long life spent in a miserable way.
Alan Watts


(Alan Watts is mentioned as Alma's fave in TQG. This isn't me suddenly developing an interest in his philosophy etc!)
 


Also flashback/Golden Age/future fic with Alma's memory threaded throughout:

Trifles

(G, 791 words, Beth Harmon/Benny Watts, background Mike/Jolene, Grief/Mourning, Non-linear narrative, Kidfic)

Because some miracles are perfectly ordinary.

nrgburst: (beth sadface)
Okay, TQG fans on the f-list, I have a question for you!

I've been talking to [personal profile] humiliatedrook and it seems like fandom has vastly different interpretations of something that I thought was pretty clear?

So what do you think were the primary causes of Beth's breakdown in 1x06 (Adjournment)?

Poll #25549 What were the primary causes of Beth's breakdown in 1x06 (Adjournment)?
Open to: Registered Users, detailed results viewable to: All, participants: 6


Grief over Alma's death

View Answers
Mean: 8.50 Median: 8.5 Std. Dev 1.26
1
0 (0.0%)
2
0 (0.0%)
3
0 (0.0%)
4
0 (0.0%)
5
0 (0.0%)
6
0 (0.0%)
7
2 (33.3%)
8
1 (16.7%)
9
1 (16.7%)
10
2 (33.3%)

Her loss against Borgov in Paris

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Mean: 7.00 Median: 6.5 Std. Dev 1.53
1
0 (0.0%)
2
0 (0.0%)
3
0 (0.0%)
4
0 (0.0%)
5
1 (16.7%)
6
2 (33.3%)
7
1 (16.7%)
8
0 (0.0%)
9
2 (33.3%)
10
0 (0.0%)

Alice's (her birth mother) predictions that she would end up alone coming true

View Answers
Mean: 4.33 Median: 4 Std. Dev 2.62
1
1 (16.7%)
2
1 (16.7%)
3
0 (0.0%)
4
2 (33.3%)
5
0 (0.0%)
6
1 (16.7%)
7
0 (0.0%)
8
0 (0.0%)
9
1 (16.7%)
10
0 (0.0%)

Not going to NY to be with Benny

View Answers
Mean: 3.50 Median: 3 Std. Dev 2.22
1
1 (16.7%)
2
1 (16.7%)
3
2 (33.3%)
4
1 (16.7%)
5
0 (0.0%)
6
0 (0.0%)
7
0 (0.0%)
8
1 (16.7%)
9
0 (0.0%)
10
0 (0.0%)

It's just something that happens to people with addictions

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Mean: 5.67 Median: 5 Std. Dev 3.54
1
1 (16.7%)
2
0 (0.0%)
3
2 (33.3%)
4
0 (0.0%)
5
0 (0.0%)
6
0 (0.0%)
7
1 (16.7%)
8
0 (0.0%)
9
0 (0.0%)
10
2 (33.3%)
I'm shoving my meta under the cut, so please take the poll before reading! :D


Warning for discussion of drug/alcohol addiction )

Gloves Off

Apr. 14th, 2021 05:28 pm
nrgburst: (B^2)
Gloves Off
The Queen's Gambit (TV), Beth Harmon/Benny Watts
E, 1300 words, no archive warnings apply

Birthday smutfic for Terra_Banks, missing scene from Middlegame Maneuvers (Exchange-verse). There is discussion of post IUD insertion pain, just to warn.


Also: survived my first day of work at my new job! I am tired but happy. One weird thing: the contract is for MORE money than they had originally offered me. And they're paying me through the summer despite me having no classes then, which is blowing my mind: part time teachers here are usually paid per lesson at the end of the month. I never minded it because of the scheduling flexibility (and TBH hubby is the main breadwinner anyway) but whaaaaat. This might tip me into the next taxation bracket if I'm not careful, which has not happened to me ever. XD 
nrgburst: (beth claws)
Cut most of these out of my sets on tumblr! If you have requests from there, just HMU via comment - I have most of the caps still. GIF icons are sized for DW and AO3 and only the first frame will show on tumblr. Stills should work everywhere! :D

Please comment/credit if used! 







No fooling

Apr. 3rd, 2021 04:03 pm
nrgburst: (ded)
It never rains but it pours? We've been moving for the past eight days so I'm pretty worn out since my husband has only been around for 3 days of that. We did all the heavy, big stuff on those days, but it's been me and the kiddos hauling our stuff over to our new place several times a day otherwise. It's in the same neighborhood so the kids can stay at their school, so it was totally doable! But there were definitely days in the middle there where I was regretting having to adult while they were stretched out on the floor with the iPads like slugs and giving me these furtive looks like, Mommy, do we haaave to move today? (Ugh. Yes, yes we do.) So we are super glad it is over and we can just chill out with wi-fi and a working fridge again. :DDDD Plus now we have a backyard! It is teensy but an actual yard with grass and space to grow stuff! (Sadly we are now also minus a dishwasher, but we figure it is worth the $300/month savings to be the dishwasher(s) ourselves.)

On the first day of the move, my tumblr also tripped over 1000 followers, which is pretty neat, even if most of them are probably in-actives and/or bots. I waited a couple of days but the count has continued to climb so I made a celebratory set: The Queen's Gambit, Beth in white/Benny in black 2.0. I think this is probably the most technically demanding set I've ever made and I'm glad I had so many days just to plan it out in my head while stevedoring! 

Also: books! Now that I'm no longer modding the B^2 discord I have time to read again, so:

   Dash & Lily series by Rachel Cohn & David Levithan

Okay, so I read these because I watched the Netflix Dash & Lily series and found it charming - I just can't resist epistolary and bookworm-type characters. Such a fun premise with the dares and the red moleskin journal passing between them and I loooove Dash's POV especially because he's soooooo articulate but he's still TERRIBLE at communicating in person and grumpy af. XD The books are slightly more realistic than the TV series, and they characterize Lily much less quirkily weird than the show did, too. (But also much less Asian than the show.) Sweet and heartwarming, although the plot in the last really meanders. I especially liked the second one - it actually asks a couple of harder questions that you don't see a lot in YA: how much of your life is it okay to give up when your family member gets sick? (The other question is about love and it being requited, and I loved the way they handled it.)

  Brave Enough and tiny beautiful things by Cheryl Strayed

tiny beautiful things is a re-read, but it always resonates with so much love and truth and I reaaallly needed that this month? These books are like hugs/sternly empathetic pep talks. As an aside, my copy of Brave Enough is a hardcover that I bought used from amazon, and had sat on my bookshelf unread until I finally cracked it open. Imagine my surprise when I discovered it was a signed copy! Which !!! :DDD Cheryl Strayed signed her book which I own!

I must have ordered it with a bunch of other stuff but I am face palming HARD. (Yes, my bought-but-not-read pile is embarrassing. I should really resolve to read one per month or something from now on so I can buy more books with less guilt.)

  Concrete Rose and The Hate U Give by Angie Thomas

Maverick's story in Concrete Rose was so good that it made me go back and revisit The Hate U Give again. Like, I didn't expect to love Maverick, who starts out in the book as a drug dealer flunking out of high school and then gets not one, but two girls knocked up before the age of 18. The power of solid POV work and good writing. Lovelovelove and absolutely recommend.

Rule of Wolves is next on my to read and I am DYYYYING to find out what happens but I am also tempted to just spoil myself and flip to the back and find out if Nikolai and Zoya get together already (or, you know, die) before wading through the book. Like do I actually trust Leigh Bardugo not to break my heart. (Not really, nope, nuh uh.) 

Skittles

Mar. 23rd, 2021 08:15 pm
nrgburst: (benny smirk)
It is a truth universally acknowledged that when your beta has a birthday, you write them some smut.

Skittles (1360 words) by NRGburst
Chapters: 1/?
Fandom: The Queen's Gambit (TV)
Rating: Explicit
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Relationships: Beth Harmon/Benny Watts
Characters: Beth Harmon, Benny Watts
Additional Tags: Missing Scene, Mile High Club, Fingering, PWP
Series: Part 3 of Check and Mate/An Exchange of Kings
Summary:

Sweet (and sour) treats from Check and Mate/Exchange-verse

We're moving so I don't have time to make a header or anything fancy, but here's a video of bullet chess, which is a version of Skittles, for those of you who don't know what the title ref is. 


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